I found a beautiful place to live! It is a two bedroom two bathroom, 1100 sq ft. apartment. It has all hardwood floors and a huge kitchen!! I am so excited to move, it relieves alot of stress I was having!
OMG so I am getting so tired of people misinterpreting things that have been typed. You cannot tell emotion or jokes in type form and that is why when you read blogs you just have to take everything with a grain of salt. I am getting tired of being judged by people who I thought were my friends before I was friends with other people. I am getting tired of parents that don't respect their kids choices and just realize when their child is happy. I am the happiest that I have ever been and I am sure as hell not going to let somebody who thinks that just because they are more experienced in life, ruin my happiness, which is why I am glad that Bryan and I have decided to have only certain people at the wedding. I am so lucky that I have such an awesome family I don't know what we would do without them.
I just wanted everyone out there to hear this just so that we can clear the air. Also, to all you random people posting things on my blog.....get to know me before you diss me.
SORRY FOR BEING HAPPY AND SORRY FOR EVER TRYING TO HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR, YOU CAN BE SURE I AM NOT GOING TO ATTEMPT TO BE FUNNY EVER AGAIN ON MY BLOG.
Alright I have some pictures for all of you interested folks out there!! Isn't he cute? He is my hero and I love him SO much!! Little baby boy is going to have an awesome daddy!
OK so I really hate telling people this because of the judgments I am bound to recieve, but this is my blog and I really am excited!!
I will start from the beginning. I have a friend, Bryan, who has been my BEST friend for about a year and a half or so, I have been REALLY good friends with his mom as well. I have had a secret crush on him for about a year and a half but I obviously was with my ex and could not do anything about that. I remember the time when I first started liking him, was when it was just he and I at my apartment and he was cleaning!! I just thought that was amazing because my BF at the time would not even do that!! Anyway, I was miserable with my ex, and I was only laughing and smiling with I was with Bryan. Bryan told his mom that he was waiting for my ex to screw up and to be the one to make me smile, he could not stand seeing me so miserable day after day, it KILLED him. So, we have been dating, I tried SO hard not to fall in love with him, because I was so scared of getting hurt, but it happened anyway. This is the first man that I have been with that does not send up any red flags, he makes me happier than I have been in years! He says that he wishes so badly that my son was his and not my ex's. He wants to adopt the baby so that he won't ever have to be without a dad, and if something were to happen to me than Bryan would get the baby, not my ex.
Anyway long story short, we want the baby to have his last name from the get go so that there isn't a name change issue, and we know that we want to get married, and waiting won't change our feelings, so we set a date (well not exact) MIDDLE OF OCTOBER!!! I know it is soon, but I really feel that this is right, I know that this is right, and I am happy! I worry that people think I am doing this just because I need a baby daddy, or whatever, but I really feel this is right for my son and ...... I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!
OK so I did it! I just had to! I got a 3d/ 4d ultrasound, and it was amazing! I will let all of the pictures do the talking!
I was tagged by http://roguemidwife.blogspot.com/
So now I am supposed to give all of you eight things you MAY not know about me! Here are the rules for being tagged:RULES - Post rules before giving the facts - Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves - People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules - At the end of the your blog you need to tag six people and list their names - Leave them a comment on their blog, telling them they have been tagged and not to forget to read your blog.
1) I am really good at finding out information for people when they can't.
2) I fell out of love with my ex and did not want to be with him about a year before he left me, and everyday I wonder why I was so stupid as to stay with him. (mind you I don't regret anything and love my son more then anything and would not change that for the world)
3) I am not a sensitive person, when someone cries or is hurt I honestly don't know what to do. I am more sensitive with children, obviously.
4) I have all of one friend and people always think that I am just saying that to gain sympathy but it is very true and I don't want sympathy
5) It makes me sad that everyone says that I need to make this time in my life before the baby comes about me, but yet I have nothing that I enjoy doing and nobody to share it with.
6) I am not scared about the birth, or taking care of the baby in the least bit.
7) I think that I have a secret crush on my best friend, but am not quite sure
8) I love to act, and write stories/books